@schki find a job you think you would like, for example I thought I would never want to work, I now work with adults with learning disabilities, yes I cook them slop and clean up after them. But it’s fun and enjoyable to see them happy, obviously I’d rather not work but there is jobs that can be alright
I take them in a ceremonial kind of way, Like once a year on one day. It can be a nice complimentary to your life sure. But modern drug addict just go overboard & give it a bad name.
@Rabbi I don’t have a nihilistic belief but all I believe is to calm down and just stop giving everything a meaning not everything is going to have one go have fun yk