For reference, my stack from 14-18 (I was doing a half cooked/half raw animal based diet, I'd say mostly raw all the time unless I went out, also got lots lots of sun because I lived in a desert country)

• 400mg testosterone/week (hpta axis suppression, upped to 500mg+ at 15.5)
• 12ius hgh per night (growth hormone/igf-1 axis suppression)
• 1mg anastrozole eod (estrogen suppression)
• 25mcg cytomel t3 (thyroid suppression)
• 70mg/week tren at 15.5 (more hpta axis suppression)
• BPC-157 (no real suppression, did it for cardioprotection)

I did all this in the name of "ascension" because I was brainwashed by people in online forums who said it would be fine.

I'm now 18 and heavily regretting it. What the fuck do I do to fix all of this suppression. I was doing this almost constantly for four years straight, will I ever be able to have children? Let alone healthy ones?

For those wondering I grew from 5'7 at 14 to 6'4 now at 18 n got hella wide (bone age predicted height was 5'9) but I was suicidal half the time from feeling like genuine slime and almost killed myself because I had such low estrogen and almost became homosexual from the tren. Worst experience of my life do not recommend.

bro meat quality deadass does not matter ive eaten raw commercial chicken from walmart for the past month ive been fine

only wash your hair when you go to the ocean every week or two or if you do it more frequently. Apply raw butter to your hair, as well. Search up "Afar tribe hair" they do it religiously and have incredible hair. Sadly, they've been modernized and don't do it much anymore, so recent pictures don't look as great.

@Rabbi even better wtf

@zygomidus ive been eating tons of high meat n shi and lots of organs and even moldy berries but im wondering if anyones experimented with eating raw pituitary glands

@Swansven will do

I just smashed a nut formula (good asf) cause i was lowkey raging and pissed off at everything to detox my brain or whatever the heck it does anyways I feel better I was probably hungry but when I was eating it I realized like "ts hydrating asf" cause my lips were like hella plump and perfect after eating it and right beforehand they were super dry so I was wondering if putting some on my acne would help it so after I finished it I took my finger and scooped a bit and put it on the areas of my face that have acne and waiting for results. Anyone have any experience or ideas?