I used to be deep into esoteric schitzogram like a year ago and I was so intrigued by it i dont know how to describe it - this was just after a making money phase, and it killed it right away, after i newly believed that money and material possessions were the key to life, and I thought I had found something new.
This might sound goofy but I fully believed sigil magic and like elementals were a thing and I wanted to move far away from the ‘system’ in like siberia and be a wizard bro. My spiritual run led me somewhat into health thats true, I was grounding all the time (summer) and lofe was pretty good after I had got over the original desperation of like ahh our world is cooked whats the point.
I found raw primal after seeing that spiritual niggas said frutairian was the highest frequency diet etc but i didnt want to believe that it didnt make sense to me, so for a solid month I was trying to somehow prove to me that wasnt the case, through thule lord mainly and solvessel i found raw primal and yeah then all of goatis’ philosophy which instantly clicked with me.
However his philosophy went completely opposed to the spiritual people, and i didnt think too mich of it, until recently ive gotten more gnostic stuff back on my feed and its true man the symbolism is acctually everywhere - but why
Natural humans born in a place without language for example were they somewhat above nature, super closely connected to the astral or whatever you want to think and could they pass down that knowledge or were natural humans simply another animal, just cognitively smarter, able to delay gratification better than other animals, idk man. Is the esoteric symbolism more bs from the elites, especially those who believe in karmic retribution - that goes completely against nature bru. Kill animal yeah your gonna be in pain next life - that sounds like obvious bullshit - but the symbolism of the reincarnation cycle and ascending levels of consciousness seems possible to me and theres so much symbolism
What are you guys thoughts on this because I highkey dont really know what to think about it anymore, its so hard for the 2 to go hand in hand